The day before OP!

Here staring straight at me is a calendar with 2 circled dates all within this week!

Hmm.. today (this is probably going to last throughout the week!) I seem to have lost focus in anything I do. Physically, I am sitting in front of my table but my mind has wandered off to explore the depths of the Earth..Fidgetty, restlessness...That's what I am now. I feel directionless as to what will happen..

I went to school this morning to practise for the OP. More like to go there and feed mosquitoes with my red, succulent blood. *Yum Yum! -the mosquitoes chanted aloud!

This is scary.. Last few weeks, I was just getting ready my script and now I have to present... Arggghh! Isn't it a little too sudden? I must have been lying to myself that the OP is still far away..

Another important date.. Chinese A'levels
Hey I thought I sat for my Chinese O'levels yesterday? Didn't I?
Oh dear...I must be hallucinating..

Everything seems to come together at one go.. This is just too much for me..
Quick! Swallow some chengyu pills! That's what I need now... if there is such a thing. Very hopeful or very deluded? I wonder..